this feeling in my chest

14 August 2023

Written by Jada

I drove by your house today

For the first time since it happened

And all I could think about was how

You’re not there anymore

And you’re not here

And you’re not anywhere.

I want to stop thinking about you.

And I want this feeling in my chest to die.

I want my mom to call to check up on me.

And I want people to want to stay in my life.

Do you miss me?

Do you ever think about driving past my house?